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Six pages of DBQs, an essay, and half a review to go.

I went to test prep yesterday and they gave us craploads of homework/classwork. Today, we took a 3 hour long test. It was hard but whatever. I'm kind of friends with Jason and Zi Li so I'm glad. I need to start on my homework..

I miss school..

Sorry for not posting, I've been busy. I packed my bag for school and got my uniform already. I've been doing my homework.

Today was so fun. I saw a dude who looked just like Shia Lebouf. It was funny.

I'm going to PA tomorrow. Wish me luck. It's gonna be fun, though. Lea might come, and bella and sean too. We're gonna have a party in the car.

Today I showed Lea how to use her Rock Band mic on her computer so that was pretty cool. That's it, really.

Today I went to this fruity place called The Land of Make Believe with my family, Bella, and Chandler. It as pretty cool because we pet a cow and fed goats and stuff.

"That makes NO sense. NO sense at all. NO sense whatsoever!"
"Mom, answer my life questions- WHERE DO MY LEGS GO?!"

...Yeah. haha.

I hurt myself like I do 99.9% of the time.

Anyway, we had Chinese food (not the real stuff) for dinner and she's now at my house because we're bored.

yesterday was fun but today was absolute crap. we had sorbet after a lame book talk and then we walked around aimlessly. we shared a cake thing and then i left. today, i had my shots and stuff. i sat and drank pineapple juice out of a can.

I re-pierced my left ear and then got another on my right. Maybe I'll get a cartilage next time. Anyway, today, I did laundry. Exciting, I know.

We went to Marshalls and Walmart where I got a bunch of cool stuff like this:


And then we had pho. We went jogging in the park, too, where we were stuck in the rain. It was fun even though I was totally soaked.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna get another piercing (maybe two). I think that's all for today.

I haven't been blogging lately but whatever. Yesterday, we (me, bella, and sean) went to see Mr. Frank in a play. He was awesome. We went to Sean's afterwards to party. It was insane. We played uno and had sparkling apple cider! haha, that's true but it was better than that. Sean got drunk again so good for him. I left early so he deserves it. Anyway, Mr. Frank signed my ticket! It says:"To my favorite Angela, you're awesome! Love you (some word I can't read), Mr. Ted Frank" He wore a suit with a big green bow tie and bright green socks and suspenders. He was the narrator and in this one part of the play where they went to a night club, he made this beat with his mouth like UNTZ UNTZ UNTZ and was dancing all disco-like. He's surprisingly a good dancer.

I had a bad panic attack in the middle of the night (at least it sounds like one).
EDIT: it was moderate hypoglycemia

Also, happy 31st birthday to Andy Samberg! He's getting old.

To celebrate, here's "Motherlover"

I've been obsessed with Darren Criss/AVPM/HP lately. I now know how to make butterbeer. I'm gonna be a female Harry potter this year for halloween, pretty much. No one wants to be Hermoine- she's gross. Ginny's a ginger. Who cares about Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs? I'll settle for a Gryffindor. Cho Chang bothers me. Lavender Brown's not cool enough. Besides. Harry's got a kickass scar and glasses. I'll wear a skirt instead. I'm a little too old for trick or treating but there's always the parties.

yeah, ignore this. this was for this street team i'm on.

Jon just left to go to the ER. His fever went up. He's got strep. It sucks. Anyway, I'm a part of a FOB tribute and it's pretty cool. I learned Blew [Nirvana] on bass today. My parents are trying to make me eat. It's dumb. I mean, I drink milk so I won't shrivel up.

Jon's sick. I'm gonna try to finish my homework today. There's a fob tribute I'm supposed to be in so I'm gonna film my part today.

Things I learned today:

- I hate my wire
- My mom is funny
- Everything is coming back
- I miss everyone
- If you overwork, sleep at 2 am, wake up at 7, get 5 injections plus an extra needle in your vein, and walk 4.22 miles, it's quite fun.
- I burn more calories than I take in. Today, I accumulated a grand total of -608 calories.
Also, click here for some serious lols.

there used to be a poem here but i took it down 'cause it was dumb.

I'm already down to 118. Score! hahaha. Now I need to grow a few inches. Anyway, I've been looking into the whole high school registration and application progress. I start test prep before school and I have it 4 days a week. 4-7 om on school days and 1-4 on weekends. This is going to be tiring. I haven't even started my social studies. I need to read Anne Frank. Jeez.

There was a big family dinner thing last night. it was boring and awkward. I had cake so i did 400 crunches. today, we went to the mall, and then walmart.

I have these two songs on repeat.

You are the dark ocean bottom
And I am the fast sinking anchor
Should I fall for you?
You are the scar on my tissue
That I show all of my new friends
Should I show you me?

All we need is a little bit of momentum
Break down these walls that we've built around ourselves
All we need is a little bit of inertia
Break down and tell

That you are the rain on the fire
Deep in the trees when no one was looking
Should I speak of this?
You are a mirage in the distance
That defies the heat of the desert
Should I believe in you?

All we need is a little bit of momentum
Break down these walls that we've built around ourselves
All we need is a little bit of inertia
Break down and tell
These rules are made to break and these walls are built to fall
These rules are made to break us

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Everybody sees me,
But it's not that easy,
Standing in the light field,
Waiting for some action
Oh but why won't you come over here?

Why won't you come over here?
We've got a city to love.

Old time grudges
Will die so slowly
I know you miss the
way I saw you.

You're cold,
You're so cold,
You're so cold,
You're so cold.

Nobody could see me,
Everything's too easy,
Standing in the light field,
Waiting for some actress to say
Why won't you come over here?

Why won't you come over here?
We've got a city to love.


Old time love song
Will die so swiftly
You never trust me
For a while it was nice
But it's time to say bye

got my laptop taken away :(

Today I learned how to play 30 Days - Nevershoutnever! on my guitar. It's a christmas song. haha. I didn't eat much because my teeth still hurt but they're better. I lost two pounds. yay.

I owe you a picture..

Just requested an admissions packet for poly. Starting on the homework today. I'm tired, lazy, and whiny. I'm not growing up as fast as I should and I refuse to (simply because I'm immature). Someone needs to knock some sense into my procrastinating and obnoxious self.

Oh blog, you've seen so many sides of me. I really think I'm insane. I'm going to go try and focus.


Also, everything's gone wrong. I can't say.

I went to the park today. It was fun, I guess. I also got braces. They hurt like a mofo.

Sorry for not updating. I've been pretty busy. I get home pretty late. I can't say what happened today. Maybe I'll talk to someone. Drama llama.

there used to be a rant here. it was dumb.

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In the end, I walked 4.22 miles and I'm tired as hell.

CLICK THIS. Write stuff.

Anyway, tomorrow's my mom's birthday and I'm baking a cake. I dropped a pound. My new itouch is helpful. Why do those scales at the doctor's put an extra five pounds on someone? weird.

I've been kinda sick lately. Weird. Anyway, aside from the puking, I thought I forgot to post. I'm glad I didn't. I've been procrastinating a lot. I painted my nails neon blue and green. I'm on a little summer mission that only my friends now about. Ulzzang is cool.

Oh great. I slept at 1 and woke up at 9 to apply for a job for my mom while my dad is on the phone with a friend and watches Maury. "You are NOT my father!" Yeah, this is fun.

Well this morning was rather interesting. I've been lacking sleep and I over-exhausted myself last night and I got up at 9 to brush my teeth. I woke up at 7 but kind of rested without really sleeping. I felt pretty normal but I got hiccups so I held my breath to make them go away. It went away but I got really dizzy and I couldn't really see- just really bright lights, random darkness, and my reflection. My head started hurting really bad. I started to fall but I caught myself because my foot hit the door which made a loud noise and everyone was freaking out. I was stumbling around and found enough energy to brush my teeth so I could eat because I felt really weak and nauseous. I couldn't really move anywhere and my bed is right by the bathroom so I basically crashed till my food was ready. I had a double breakfast. gross. anyway, it was like an f-bombin' acid trip gone wrong. Last night was decent though. I had a dream I actually kinda remember. Besides that, we went to Walmart. I still felt sick the whole time but I brushed it off. I decided to not really eat dinner- I had a few bites to clean out the moldy orange juice I accidently drank. I puked up a little of my lunch though. I suck at puking, I only gag/dry heave.

I woke up at 11, sat around for two-three hours, went to the city to pick my mom up from work, and hit up Chinatown. It was fun. I've been wearing a little more makeup than usual. It helps balances out the femininity, I guess. Fun.

I didn't do anything yesterday but sit around on my laptop so I didn't want to post about that. i guess it's alright because I post on weekends so missing one weekday wouldn't hurt. I'm watching Shanghai Knights. I went to pick up my mom from work and that's it. I stalked Ahna some more.

p.s. Lea's the only one know knows about the Anime comeback. ahaha.

I feel sick and tired and I want to go back to school. I'm nauseous from guilt and stress. I want to have stuff to do and see my friends. This isn't very fun at all. I need to start on homework. I don't like feeling like a huge burden. I hate how I procrastinate. I feel worse than I usually do during the school year. I feel like bawling but I'm not sure why and now I need to vomit. Excuse me for a second.
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That wasn't too bad but the back of my throat burns. I've come to the conclusion that I'm very weak and vulnerable. I seem to forget that I'm still very much a child. I'm too needy. No one seems to be around as often as they were. It's funny how I blame the world at the time but I can only take it out on myself in the end. My head hurts all the time and I feel confused and frustrated but then I remember that I don't have to understand. I'm still a kid and no one is happy all the time. No one's listening anyway.

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE:
I type 69 words a minute and Althea shows me cool stuff.

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I found out stuff and I went to bed overly confident and happy. Maybe I'm crazy.

Today I did laundry. It rained a lot. I need to take some pictures. Mitchell Davis.

I just woke up. We had free breakfast so we made waffles. They had a waffle press thingy and the batter. It tasted like an ice cream cone. Jon's still obsessed with the Tails Doll. It's a little made-up story from the people at this website. It's about a Sonic the Hedgehog video game. There's fake stories and proof and everything. Weird.
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We went to Walmart and Kmart and got school supplies. We had pho and then went to the waterpark. We took a break and went to the pool and went back for a little while for pictures. We got tired so we went to this little restaurant that was kinda gross. We felt like going home so we did. I was playing the Beatles and indie-rock the whole ride home and I saw more Amish farms. It was cool.

I woke up at 8-ish and went to this place for dim sum. We then went on a long and treacherous journey to Pennsylvania from 10-1. We passed by this Amish town and there were farms, corn stalks, cows, and horses everywhere. It was cool. I've never seen a live cow before. I saw this one Amish dude in a horse-drawn carriage. There's an indoor waterpark but it only has two slides, a pool, hot tub, and a sprinkler system. For plants. It's okay. There's this super awesome pho place on this block. Everyone here has a Sarah Palin accent. It's weird. I went to some outlet mall thingy. There was a store called Le Gourmet Chef and I pretty much died. It had all this awesome stuff in it. I wanted to get a chef's hat/jacket, some mixes, a piping bag/tips, some molds, and stuff but they were closing so I just got a bag of gummy frogs. I bet I'm gonna be a cook/writer/indie artist/theoretical physicist when I grow up. I finally have internet so I was watching some Tokousou Sentai Dekaranger. It's basically Power Rangers but way better. It's Japanese and it's hilarious. Akaza Ban is always screaming random things and is always arguing with Hoji. Anyway, it's pretty damn late and I'm still full from the pho but we just ordered from pizza. Jeez.
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Turns out, a large is equivalent to 2 NY jumbo slices (Lea should know- 2 slices take up a whole box. She's got pictures.) It's kind of a rip but whatever. I guess that's all for today.

I skipped a day and I feel crappy about it but I was packing and stuff. I'm going to Pennsylvania for a little while. Not sure if I could update. I'll try.

Another day without the camera. The new tv was delivered today and we had to rent a car because ours was getting fixed. It's a small Hyundai Sonata. I hit my head trying to get in so I declare that I officially don't like small cars.

So I dented my camera a little, causing my mom to have a major sh!tfit. She took my laptop away but I stole it back because I needed to blog. Anyway, today, I went to look at lamps and junk for my living room. We're officially getting new furniture after a month of delays. My dad set up the speakers but we still lack a tv so I decided to make use of them and blast a few of my CDs. I then realized (after being laptop-less and lacking a desirable amount of CDs) that I should buy more physical copies of the music I already have; preferably We Are Scientists, Vampire Weekend, Tokyo Police Club, The Wombats, Okkervil River, Bombay Bicycle Club, This Is Ivy League, Maximo Park, etc. I'd recommend blasting them on a bass-boosted surround sound stereo. I want a record player now.
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I went to the park, too. Here's the scene:

I was jogging in jeans and was sweating bullets. I originally wanted to take a walk but felt a little self-conscious so I started jogging; even in a fedora. There was a slight breeze but the sun was beating down on me. Jonathan was holding my water bottle but I let him keep it because he was so dirty and hot. He was covered in bird dump and paint. He had been painting his Lego figures before we came. My aunt was on the phone with my uncle Jesse and my mom was listening to their conversation. I was mainly paying attention to the joggers in front of me and was slightly distracted. One had bright hot pink shorts and a buzz cut and the other wore a black baseball cap. There was this one guy on a bike that looked familiar but I shrugged it off. I walked several more feet and started chasing after Jonathan who had taken off. "ANGELA!," called a stranger. Slightly puzzled, I looked over to see this bearded dork in a green-and-white striped polo on a blue hybrid bike. He was looking back and waving frantically like he had some sort of disorder. I waved back and then realized something- that was my English teacher. I shuddered and walked quickly around the park to get home. I walked out of the gate and dashed across the street before the light changed. I found myself thinking about him again and then realized something else- we were supposed to have band practice. That bastard.

I felt that since I was supposed to post a picture but can't, I should have something else so here's a little piece of writing. Perhaps I should cheat and post an old picture that never made it to this blog. Maybe I'll edit this.

We went to Ikea and got a new table thingy for our tv. We used the old thing that held the dvd player and stuff to hold our Star Wars stuff. It's sick. I'm now inspired to learn to play the Imperial March. I also got bored and made a little pick holder out of cardboard, glue, and paint. It's a dark grey with a red anarchy symbol. On the back, it has red and white paint splatters.

I went to malls all day. I bought some picks but then i found the one I lost. Jon spent $100 on a Star Wars Lego set. He's obsessed. I got some new clothes and stuff from Victoria's Secret, haha. We also got a new tv. I could watch like the Food Network on it and it'll be all HD and stuff. Today was also laundry day.

I'm so tired and for once, I'm on my laptop instead of getting out of bed and texting. I didn't do anything today. I'm just so worn out- mentally. Here's today's picture.

I know, I've been lagging. I can't think straight anymore. Anyway, I picked my mom up from work again. We went to the park afterwards.

Not bad for a photo taken in a moving car through a window. Another day, another technical difficulty. "Dad"'s a douche. Anyway, I didn't do much today. I did some more thinking and I set up my printer. I think I'm gonna cook breakfast tomorrow. I've been very prone to allergies lately.

P.S. Am I going insane? I can't remember, care, concentrate, sleep, breathe, or stop. Something's wrong with me but I know how to fix it. Too bad I can't.

P.S.S. I didn't realize how weird that sounds until now.

Today, I couldn't get Rocky Raccoon out of my head for some reason. Anyway, I took another walk. That's pretty much it. I'm tired and I've developed some really bad sleep habits.

I took another walk in the park while my aunt, mom, and Jon played badminton. I couldn't decide again. Earlier, I went to the dentist. He gave me about eight shots of (I think) lidocaine. I was numb for three hours. It was awesome. This nurse came in and talked to my dentist about this one guy who won't leave until he got his prescription for Vicodin. He said that he won't feel better until he has it in his hand. He wasn't in any pain. It was funny.

{photo removed because it was crappy but hey, i took one.}
Today was fun. I had band practice. It's weird how much I miss people even though I saw them a week ago. I learned some songs but I forgot them, haha. John sounds better than I thought he would.

Trespassing on a balcony.


Jon likes taking pictures too.

I'm late.

Happy 4th of July. I baked a key lime pie. It was better than I expected. I didn't screw it up. I didn't do anything else today.

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I can't walk correctly.

Also, that's PEROXIDE bubbling away.

I was basically walking and fell. I don't know how I managed to do that.

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Anyway, I watched about half of the first season of the Big Bang Theory. I caved in and joined Adventure Quest because I'm a dork like that. I battled salt shakers. Also, I learned how to play the Ghostbusters theme and Super Mario Bros. on Bass. It's super awesome. 

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Jon's got a thing for Legos and Ghostbusters. He loves making stop-motion animations. He uploaded his first video onto Youtube today even though it was a test stop motion. The kid's gonna grow up to be a filmmaker or an architect. Brilliant.

Also, I showed Lea this thing you make people fill out to see what they say about you. "(your name here) is my ______. S/He has (a) nice ________. Damn, s/he can _______. I want to _____ him/her ________."